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Michael John Lock

Published in the Swindon Advertiser on 27 June 12

LOCK Michael John Passed away peacefully at home in Wroughton, after a short illness on June 24, 2012, aged 67 years. The dearly loved husband of Kate, and the father of David, Stephen, Susannah and Caroline. Funeral Service at St John Baptist with St Helen, Wroughton at 1pm on Monday July 2. Donations in lieu of flowers for Prospect Hospice may be sent c/o G & L Evans, Family Funeral Services, 10 St John Road, Wroughton, SN4 9ED. 01793 814602 All friends welcome.

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  • 29/06/12 caggybandicoot says I love you, Dad. You didn't deserve to have cancer. You didn't deserve any more suffering. You were tortured by your mind, I know that. You'd take it out on us, and I always resented you for it. But... there were times when the real you came out, and I saw the kind, genuine, warm man who had the most incredible capacity for love and forgiveness. I forgave you, Dad. In those final moments I forgave you, and you found it in your heart to forgive me. No matter how bitterly we fought, you always forgave me. I'm sorry I couldn't until the end. The emptiness I feel without you is indescribable. I want you to come through the front door on a Monday night, bang on 10 o'clock, and tell me about band. I want to fight for the TV again. I want to see you jokingly threaten to steal my food as I walk past you with lunch. I want to come downstairs on a Sunday morning, woken by the sound of Louis Armstrong on the stereo and the smell of fresh coffee. I want to hear you quote your favourite line from the "Blues Brothers". I want to play virtual golf on the computer with you and sing to you. You taught me valuable life lessons - to carry on no matter what, to love, to forgive, and to make music. You gave me my stubbornness, quirky sense of humour and unwavering dedication to the ones I love. I know you loved us, Dad. You were ill, and I know you never meant to hurt us.

    Rest in peace, Dad. There's nothing left to be afraid of.
    I love you, Dad. You didn't deserve to have cancer. You didn't deserve any more suffering. You were tortured by your mind, I know that. You'd take it out on us, and I always resented you for it. But... there were times when the real you came out, and I saw the kind, genuine, warm man who had the most incredible capacity for love and forgiveness. I forgave you, Dad. In those final moments I forgave you, and you found it in your heart to forgive me. No matter how bitterly we fought, you always forgave me. I'm sorry I couldn't until the end. The emptiness I feel without you is indescribable. I want you to come through the front door on a Monday night, bang on 10 o'clock, and tell me about band. I want to fight for the TV again. I want to see you jokingly threaten to steal my food as I walk past you with lunch. I want to come downstairs on a Sunday morning, woken by the sound of Louis Armstrong on the stereo and the smell of fresh coffee. I want to hear you quote your favourite line from the "Blues Brothers". I want to play virtual golf on the computer with you and sing to you. You taught me valuable life lessons - to carry on no matter what, to love, to forgive, and to make music. You gave me my stubbornness, quirky sense of humour and unwavering dedication to the ones I love. I know you loved us, Dad. You were ill, and I know you never meant to hurt us. Rest in peace, Dad. There's nothing left to be afraid of. Report this post

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